i just made a studio about this and for some reason it got deleted probably because i said 'but' with two t's. anyway to summarize to anybody who might see this: i want to come back to this account. or at least tell you guys where ive been i used to be a bad person and i regret it and i dont know if anybody who i hurt will see this but if they do im sorry for anything ive done to hurt you and if we need to further discuss this please let me know and i will get in contact with you and anybody else who i need to talk to. the people in my bio helped me make myself a lot better, we've drifted apart now but i still love them a lot /p i know leaving behind my mistakes and who i was was the coward's way out but i needed out. my anxiety was killing me and influencing my choices and i needed to feel safe. so i left. and i felt safe. and i fixed myself. and i want to make things right.