Vent (extreme)

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(NOTE: This was originally created on 2/14/21) ** = edited *Ok, so this is 2 vents in one.* vent. 1 I am block by my parents to have any other website. yes, this includes th. I am not allowed to talk to people i don't know irl on scratch. yet i do anyway. i am so stressed and know all of my *irl*/not irl friends on scratch have th. this makes me feel like i did something wrong. which i am. I feel demoted. like i am insignificant. which i don't think i am. scratch isn't made as an art website, it was a coding website where nothing required other websites. now, you can't adopt this cute adorable chara because you need th. it hurts me. it will eventually kill me. its just unfair. kids like me that are underage for th *i think* are getting it and, am i the only one that follows some of the rules? i ask my parents for everything. and guess what? my birthday actually isn't in february, its *later this month*. and i can't ask them for th because they will ask how i found out about it and i will have to confess this. then they will ban me from scratch. so I cant help this feeling which i said was killing me *vent. 2 I am caught up in payments. its also drowning me. its like swords killing me. and just as i was about to finish- i found new things to offer on and do. and also, my friend (sweetpopcorn78) offered on 2 of elliemade's chars, (which are also on th btw) and dumped the payments on me. she said she offered on them for me. i said but who would do the the payments? she said... you? i cried because i have so much to do. she tried to help but she hates her artstyle and so do i. she decided to merge accounts with mine now i'm double stressed. now this is my school account and sweetpopcorn78n is my main. (deep breath) I hate myself. i AM inferior. I get no help here. (no offense) I am addicted. I can't sleep in case my parents find out. I moved from my old school account (no one knows it because it has my real name) even though i deleted it, i am worried that someone is going to find it, it is basically my username now. I needed to get my feelings out. If i am doing a trade or something for you, give me until after mothers day. I just- I just wanna... ... die. i just hate myself

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