FYI this is not something i wrote for someone i have a crush on. so what happened was that my uncles girlfriend was pregnant and the baby kept trying to come out early. then later on the baby tried to come out early again and she had to give birth to him, the doctors said to wait five days so the baby will be more developed and there will be a better chance to it surviving. the baby wasn't even HALF WAY done developing. but the baby didn't wait 5 days and she gave birth to it but it didn't survive. and it sad to know that something like that happened and i had to keep processing it through my head that the baby was gone, and it was not coming back, and we'll always wish that the baby survived but you gotta let it go, you have to but that will take a very long time. so i sit here rewriting this description trying not to think about it too much or else i'll start crying. anyways i hope you guys liked what i wrote and have a nice day :)(
