This is sad, and i also relate. XD i feel bad now- LIKE I FEEL SO BAD but i feel like this would make sense- i hope it makes sense
Lyrics I wanna be like you, I wanna say that I can I wanna be the person that you think that I am But even if I had it all come true like a dream Is the person I came to be the really real me? So young and simple, wishing like things would come true Now as I am, I understand it’s best I die and soon Just by living I’m hurting them another day Hundreds cry, all I do is ruin everything Nobody wanted me, no one there to need If only I could live in that kind of world I dreamed Just by leaving I’m helping them another day Hundreds smile, all they do is laugh at everything Nobody there to scream, no more being mean but see Things like that would never happen for me Day after day I found my way, sleepwalking through Like this I’ll fade without a trace, it’s for the best I do Just by living I’m nothing for another day Hundred lives, never knowing me or anything Nobody wanted me, no one there to need Why would I wanna live in the kind of world I see? Just by leaving I’m no one for another day Hundred lives, never changing them or anything Nobody there to scream, no more being mean to me Then could I have it all back in one piece? In the end, we’ll fall to the ground again Over and over and never get up In the end, the person they made in me Breaking and breaking and never pick up In the end, we’re leaving it all again Over and over and never wake up Just by living I’m bringing you another day Why, just for me, can you smile after everything? In the end, the smile you give to me Right when I wanted to give it all up And I really do wish that I didn’t And all of the moments I tried Just to die said goodbye Just by leaving I’m no one for another day Hundred lives, never changing them or anything Somebody here to scream, someone here is stopping me Why can’t I laugh it off the way that I’d dreamed?
