(Read first) Bluegleam, you are like half of my heart Without you, I'd fall apart I know you're leaving for your own good reason But, it's hard to stand, I can't even I know alot of people have broken you, and told you lies But it makes me so upset, I kinda wish I'd have died You remind me of a very good old friend One that would be here 'till the end. You are like a dragon, you make wishes and dreams soar I'd wish you'd stay, so you could carry just a few more This is the kind of friendship I want to last But if you leave, it'll just be in the past There's a few things I wanted to do and see Have some fun, just you and me I wish I could help, make things alright I'd carry you all the way to the moon on a starry night I enjoy your company, and I really do care But sometimes I feel like I'm not even there I question my actions and what I do But I wouldn't be here without you I'm not an animinus, but you might be You've made things so much better for me I need you to STAY, I don't want to stand here and cry But if you really want to go.. at least let me say goodbye..
(Read second) Bluegleam, you matter so freakin' much to me. I really do want to hug you and magically make things better, but I can't. You matter so much to me, to everyone. If you need to 'go missing' that is okay, but atleast pop on once a week, once 3 weeks, once a month, once a YEAR even! I can't deal without you, it hurts me. There are tears in my eyes and- I don't want you to go. I know, I'm just a stranger on the internet who's speaking though pixels, but take these words to heart. You matter, You matter to me. You ARE someone who made a change. You made a change on me. I don't want to lose another friend. I've lost so many and I can't lose another. You are like a pet, a sister, half of me. I don't want you to go. Though, it's not my control, it's just life. Do what you'd like, but just don't forget about me.. PLEASE..
