- | 00. тαвℓє σf ¢σитєитѕ ˊˎ- - 00 • table of contents 01 • intro 02 • school 03 • relationships 04 • stress 05 • art style 06 • announcements ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ › 6.1 • my 3-month break ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ › 6.2 • where you can find me 07 • conclusion ig? - | 01. intro Hey guys- you're probably wondering why I used a fancy table of contents and all that rather than my usual format. Well, this is a vent, and I have a lot to say, so I wanted to make this as easy to navigate as possible. This is also a very important announcement, so if you'd like to skip the vent part and go straight there, you can do so. Thanks :) - | 02. school um, so... i currently have a c? in ela? um- I also have like 2 or 3 b's, although they aren't nothing a little weekend completing-missing-work won't fix... but not only that, I have Math and ELA EOGs and Social Studies and Science finals coming up in only 2 weeks now. The EOGs aren't too big of a deal, but the finals go into our grade, which scares me. A LOT. So I'll be abandoning Scratch quite a bit more to study. - | 03. relationships uhhh- so I've noticed I've been becoming really distant with some irl friends I used to have, and I've found myself... not really having a friend group anymore? I have friends, but most of them have other groups of friends that they prefer over me, and I've found myself a bit... outcasted, to say the least. Yet another of my best friends is moving schools next year, which sucks, because this is the FOURTH best friend I've had leave me in the span of like, 3 years. It's really terrible because I've already drifted away from the other 3 that left, and I really don't want that to happen again. Another note is I'm really stressed about a crush I keep getting on the same boy, who happens to be one of my friends. I'm too scared to say anything, because I know it's going to ruin our friendship we've spent so long building back up since... last time. So I kinda just have to deal with it. - | 04. stress I have anxiety, specifically over violence stuff. So with several shootings happening nearby, in a normally non-violent city that I live in, is REALLY nerve-wracking. On top of this, I have so much art-related stuff I want and need to do, on top of writing my ao3 fics, and I just can't keep up, which is laying even more stress on me. Oh, and I have 2 track meets coming up and I'm bad at literally everything and I'm gonna embarrass myself :) - | 05. art style I really wanna take some time and work on my art style?? not just animals, but humans too, since I'm just not... happy with it? so it takes a lot more motivation to make art since I don't like my style much, so that's why it's been pretty slow the past few weeks qwq - | 06. announcements!! ⠀ › 6.1 | my 3-month break okay, uh- either May 27th or May 28th will be my last day on scratch for... a while. around 3 months. Until August. That's the day(s) they start taking our school laptops, and I'll be losing access to scratch, youtube... pretty much everything you guys could contact me on except one thing, and that brings me to my next point. ⠀ › 6.2 | where you can find me honestly, the only place you could probably find me after that is roblox. I'm @.sxnnyy_days there, so if you wanna friend me to stay in contact, feel free to tell me your user in the comments before friending :) - | 06. conclusion ig? um so yeah,, thanks for listening to my sorta-vent? ngl I'm lowkey excited to be away from scratch for the summer... it's gonna feel so nice, I've been on this site nonstop for about a year now, since the pandemic started. Don't get me wrong, I love you guys, but it'll be nice, not feeling stuck in a trap where I feel like I need to post and reply to comments and check messages 24/7. - . credits . coding - 90% , 10% song - trampoline by ??? and Your New Boyfriend (instrumental) by Wilbur Soot (outro) art - character - mitsu (designed by me, name suggested by ) -
