I had a mental breakdown today... I laid down on the ground(field/grass) closed my eyes and laid there in the hot hot sun(I live in a hot place), my friends came and crowded around me and kept trying to pick me up but I didn't care. You know why? Because I started crying and murmuring on how much my ex-bestfriend would never ever care about me again and how I didn't want to live anymore because of how horrible I was. And so my bf went to my ex-bestfriend and told them whatever I don't know because I was laying on the ground- but he came back and told me that they said that the reason they left me was because I mentally @b.u$3d them. and ofc I'm $tup!d(I might have straight a's but no one cares rn-) and don't know anything so I had no-idea what they ment- and so recess was over and it took my bf and my "bestie" forever to get me up- and so I sat down on my chair still crying and saying those things and my teacher came over and took me outside and I told her how much I missed my ex-bestfriend and she told me that next year in sixt grade that they WOULD be my friend but I said no because I was mean to them and they she said that "I see you everyday you are not mean" and I said right back at her "No, I am mean" and I started crying harder. and then she asked if I wanted to ask if my ex-bestfriends teacher would let them come out and talk but I just said idk but then she told me to come sit at her desk and play Sodoku on her tablet while I listened to "Gone" on my laptop and so I sat there the rest of the day playing that game- but not only did I have a mental breakdown today- I learned how to play Sodoku! I'm. Not. Okay. Don't. Try. And. Tell. Me. Otherwise. I really am p$ych0 though!
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