okay so this weekend I slept over at some very close friends' house, and I came to think about something as I was drawing with them; life is hard ya I know, kinda obvious. But put this into retrospect. Let's think about it from something we all have dabbled with; coding. I personally am already looking into my career as a video game developer [with a free-lance author on the side!] and that requires a lot; graphic designing, plotting, a creative mind, and coding are just some of the aspects. This is hard. This job is going to take a lot from me. Its hard, I'll have times where I'll have to push myself at times to the point where I'll pull all nighters. I'll have to go through schooling to have enough knowledge to start, and I'll have to find money to kickstart my career. This is hard. People might put me down because of it. "You can't do this" whether it's because I'm a girl, or because of who I am as a person, whatever it may be. Or people just might not like what I bring out to the world. It's hard. But that's okay. You know how people like to say "you can do it!" I don't like to say that. Because to me its demeaning. It sounds empty, fake even. Instead, think of saying "I can't do it." because you can't. But not YET. "I can't become a game developer...yet." "I can't become an author...yet." "I can't follow my dreams...YET." LIFE IS HARD. Understand that not everything you thought would happen will. Not everything is going to go your way, but you have to find a silver lining. I've had to grow up and learn this long after I needed to think about it. If someone tells you you can't do something. Their right. You can't. YET.
Music: Renee- SALES Thanks for listening to my random outburst XD