I don't know how this feels, but I do know people who do. If you need to vent, vent. But, that is if you want to. I'm not forcing you, but I am here to help. Just let me know, and I'll probably be with you all day depending on my mood ^^ (I'm not saying I can help ANYONE, I'm just saying to those I can, I will)
You can be whatever you want, just follow your passion and you'll achieve it <3