Just press the flag :)
Lyrics: 1 AM, eyes closed, I'm slowly falling To the music and the atmosphere Now and then, I feel lights fading softly All over me and I remember last year When I was alone in my bed With all these thoughts in my head And living silently inside It's so late in the night, my mind is drifting away Then I dream about times I wished for a new, happier day If a hand could reach out right now and save my life somehow I'll face the sun again as soon as this dreary night ends Cause I can't do stuff right, I can't learn my lesson I can't do stuff right, take anti-depressants Illness and welfare robbed my adolescence My friends probably hate me, can't answer a message Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me Feelin' inadequate's always what's driving me Not a role model, that's not what I strive to be Can't go outside, I'm afraid they be finding me (When I was alone in my bed) Paranoid 'bout my privacy, yeah (Unhappy thoughts in my head) (And living silently inside) And they always askin' questions 'bout my face, can't relate Fudgin' caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day (Just keeping all to myself ) Paranoid 'bout my privacy, yeah (Wished I could be somewhere else ) (Back when I could only hide) And they always askin' questions 'bout my face, can't relate Fudgin' caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day It's so late in the night, my mind is drifting away Then I dream about times I wished for a new, happier day (If a hand) Got a lot of bad stuff that I'm taking to my grave (could reach out right now and save my life somehow) Got a fudgin' date with death, on house arrest 'til trial date So I grab the red wine, on rainy days and then I pour it 'Cause I'll age another fudgin' thousand days before I know it (I'll face the sun again as soon as this drea-) Yeah, I'll spend 'em all inside, waste my time while I'm scrollin' But I love when it rains 'cause I'm agoraphobic (It's so late in the night, my mind is) drifting away (I'm not okay, I'm not okay) Then I dream about times I wished for a new (What's the point? I'm not okay), happier day (I'm not okay, I'm not okay) If a hand could reach out right now and save my life somehow (I'm not okay, I'm not okay) I'll face the sun (What's the point? I'm not okay) again as soon as this dreary night ends (I'll face the sun again as soon as this dreamy night ends)
