you're best to hide your life from mine i'm a curse, not a blessing in disguise can't you see, there's something wrong with me but maybe my eyes can't see through the tinted mirror i did my best to escape from this dark prison but you just broke the key i can't escape seeing your face i can't get you away from me i can't think straight so i shut my head down i only listen to my body and my body tells me to give up and i know my heart says otherwise but i cant help but cry you say there's something wrong with you but i deny, saying that i was the one to mess up both our lives you're better off without me, i know i can't think straight so i shut my head down i only listen to my body and my body tells me to give up and i know my heart says otherwise and i cant help but cry and now i'm between hell and heaven balancing on a tiny string i don't know where i belong I try to end it all as quick as I can, but these voices I hear tell me otherwise I can't bare to lose them, but you tell me to stop don't you get what's important to me? my values, my everything i can't think straight so i shut my head down i only listen to my body and my body tells me to give up and i know my heart says otherwise and i cant help but cry I can't lose this since I've already lost it before you were my best friend until you told me you hated me all these years. i've been to both hell and heaven balancing on a tiny string but still i don't know where i belong and i cant help but think that i'll die someday