no one can see me if i cry i'll take it slow, i'll be here for a while can't you see that i am in my deep? no, you just gossip and stare i miss the feeling of smiling with a purpose now my eyes just wont stop you used to laugh with me when i was happy now i can't feel a thing, my eyes look away and i can't remember your face again i can't tell you apart from the others again, you're just a face in the crowd i wish i had a reason to be like this this deep into a ditch i'll never get out of i know you online but your face is a blur like i scratched every single memory of you out of my head it's painful how long will it take to heal...? i miss the feeling of smiling with a purpose now my eyes just wont stop you used to laugh with me when i was happy now i can't feel a thing, my eyes look away and i can't remember your face again now it's spring again, it's been two years since my last memory of you i can't think of you any longer i can't help but cry at it all i miss you, but you dont miss me. even the faintest memory, there isn't anything there love is hard to erase so i guess i never loved you i miss the feeling of smiling with a purpose now my eyes just wont stop you used to laugh with me when i was happy now i can't feel a thing, my eyes look away and i can't remember your face again .
