•• hehe, i've been on scratch for awhile now, haven't i ? nine months, woah. and my art has hardly improved, pfft. so basically, i'm looking to work on art instead of roleplaying, since i've really just focused on roleplaying instead of art ever since i joined thg & tfcrp, and i guess abw. don't really roleplay there though, but i try, i mean it- i doubt i'll be joining round 4 of thg, it's just a really stressful and time consuming roleplay, and honestly, i learned my lesson over the school year. roleplaying and school, honestly, don't mix. thg is also just gotten really boring for me, and i don't like how out of control it's gotten, along with how many overpowered characters people make just so they get a "better" chance at winning. tfcrp has also been pretty hard over the school year, as it progressed. morningthorn was born at the beginning of the school year, so i was hardly working about assignments, homework, or just stressing about school, y'know, but as time went on, knowing it would not just be a disappointment to myself, but others, i felt very pressured roleplaying with morningthorn, and that's probably why she was who she was during her apprenticeship. morningthorn's emotions reflect mine, and i use her as a way to escape the real world and shed my emotions out. she's helped a lot, but it is really not the healthiest way to deal with my anxiety and emotions. for now, my roleplaying is going to be slow, as i'll use the time for morningthorn to get over kindlespeck's death, so, it's kind of a perfect time to take a break from roleplaying. •• my active during the summer is going to be so-so. i'll only really be active in the evening, which doesn't really work, i guess? it's just a really sticky situation. i'll be on for a half-an-hour in the morning, but i'm most likely going to use that time to work on art. then, i have to eat breakfast and spend the rest of the morning outside, which isn't...ideal, lol. i love going outside, trust me, and i've even writing this outside, but it's going to be tricky. my mom specified that i cannot used electronics outside, unless she says, so yea :p but, i'm going to try to find a loophole >:) i'm going to try to save up for a used ipad and an apple pencil, so i can use the outdoors as inspiration & draw. hopefully, my parents will agree to that. ( side note: i wouldn't spend a lot of time drawing, defeating my parents purpose of sending me outside, but i love using nature as an inspiration for art. ) after lunch, i'll be able to hop on for about a half-an-hour, 45 minutes, so that's not bad. i'll probably work on more art or start some roleplays, then be pushed outside again. i don't think i'm going to really draw after lunch, and use that for "me" time. :D after dinner, i'll be allowed on for however long i want again, but i have swim practice form 7-8, so after that, i'll be able to hop on and spend the rest of the night online :)) •• to wrap this all up, i'll be out of school june 18th, so after that, i'm pretty free! i hope the first few days of summer are pretty laid back, though. thank's y'all, bubbles out !! :D
