I’m not gonna explain and I don’t know why I posted this but it is 100% me. People don’t understand me or how much I actually understand. People just think I’m this crazy worry free girl living in a daydream with my imaginary friends but I think I’m just trying to get that happiness because with others I don’t fit in I’m a loner so in that world I do fit in. But that’s not all I think about I think of a lot of bad stuff and worries. People don’t see that I hide my hurt or when I’m stirring by myself at lunch my best friends don’t notice. I never say anything to anyone about things. If I talk about thing to my parents they’ll just say I’m being silly and nothing is gonna happen. I can’t talk to my friends because they don’t listen properly when we’re with other people and theyll say the same thing as my parents. Like my parents say I’m gonna be in for a shock in high school because I live in this dream world and I’m not ready and don’t understand. But I do I know what to well! I told my teacher I don’t think I’m gonna make any friends in high school and I don’t but they don’t get it and they all say I will but only I know me and I know I won’t! Sorry everyone for writing all this I don’t know why I did but thx for reading this and if you have any problems about this know of thing you can always talk to me!
