Hey guys, your beloved Aloe here. I wanted to post this to talk just about my mental health since I don't wanna worry everybody. I have therapy twice now, I guess my case of mental illness is really serious. It's online and it's free for me to do because apparently there is trauma i had when i was younger that i don't wanna talk about and it made me silent and more afraid of sharing my emotions. My mother is half the reason for this, we don't have a strong bond and she doesn't know how to deal with my emotions like that. This doesn't mean that I don't love her just she used to push she away and then yell at me and I went silent, I already took a break and im afraid if I take another im gonna fall in a death hole... I want everybody to be happy in my life but it seems they just stay sad and angry, I guess the internet changed me a lot... not ruined! In fact on the internet I have never fell in love, found best friends and made a fan-base !! I'm really surprised in myself that I'm even alive... if it wasn't for any of my friends here i would be dead tbh. I also have gotten my phone back !! So I'll be playing roblox from around 4:30 to 8:00 pm CST/CT so if i remember my password then I'll play with everybody! My username is LostxUsername in all caps! Bye everybody, stay safe, be nice to others and I love you!
Read the whole thing, it's serious.
