[[Flag, Space]] Ayeee, so here are some of my phobias! There are probably more, but you know, I cant think of any more so whatever- Allow me to explain some of these, you know... just cuz- vvv
Athazagoraphobia-- So this one is pretty self-explanatory. I just don't want anyone to forget me... I hate the thought of somebody just... letting me go. Hydrophobia-- Okay okay, I know some people might think it's dumb, but I really really don't like swimming by myself or in pools with lots of floats. I don't even have some traumatic experience in my past or anything like that. Soo.. Sociophobia-- So, social evaluation is essentially being publicly judged. I hate the thought of someone picking out my flaws without my knowledge. Yeef- Necrophobia-- So actually, I've had this since I was little. I have a hard time enjoying what's around me because a lot of times, it'll drift into everything I'll lose when I die. It's.. hard to explain really. Nosocomephobia-- So this one is actually kind of funny because I want to be an ER doctor. I'll get over it, but the atmosphere stresses me out when I don't know what's going on at all times. Dytychiphobia-- This one is also pretty self-explainitory. I just really don't like accidents because a lot of times, they feel out of my general and direct control. Scoptophobia-- Alright, I just hate the concept that people can watch me and I not know it. Someone's gaze could be on me and I'd have no idea. I hate it- Autophobia-- Do I even have to explain this? Atychiphobia-- I really don't need to explain this either. Anginophobia-- OKAY- There was this one time, I was eating a sandwich with my mom because she had like- a work meeting or something with another guy (FOR BUSINESS, SHE'S MARRIED TO MY DAD ALR-). I know this sounds immature of me... but he was really cute, mkay? So I literally start choking on this sandwich by accident and like- not physically, I just couldn't breathe, WHICH WAS AWFUL. So calmly (while panicking over 9,000 on the inside), I excuse myself to the restroom. There, I clear my airway and sit in the stall for 15 minutes in shame before returning to the table. I fixed my hair, reapplied my lip gloss and continued to slay. Still scared of it tho- Chronophobia-- I've got this really weird problem where I start stressing over uncertain futures and it's just- it's not good. Catagelophobia-- This goes hand-in-hand with Scoptophobia and Sociophobia tbh.
