The time you were embarrassed. The time you were angry. The time you just needed to be alone. The time you got annoyed. The time you went to sleep at 2:00 AM. The time you couldn't help but be cracked. ...but not in the joke way. hahaha, people think of someone as lively and happy all the time and always on the bright side when they didn't actually know that that person was actually all collapsed on the inside and all busy and never actually talk to anyone about any of their feelings because they don't want to but can't resist the feeling to do it but too embarrassed and there's a lot of stuff to do that I might never finish Scratch is becoming more toxic and I can't help myself but go on a hiatus but it's my only platform I can actually feel a little included because I can post art and everyone can see what I can do and people not listening to me and thinking me like I'm a joke and I'm not a joke I'm serious I just don't want to end it like this and not go on that much and I just don't want to feel like this why do I feel like this why I just feel like the ones who are popular are taking over me like they aren't people but they are people except others look up to them but there are other people who put a lot of effort into their stuff but it never gets attention which is sad and unfair and bad and I think I'm one of them but no I ain't 'cause my stuff is so bad it makes me feel unhappy and I feel just broken but still strong but I'm nervous and scared and angry but happy it just keeps going what will happen to my future I'm not allowed to be on here my parents don't allow but I broke those rules now I need to hide it or at least I'm old enough so they can know I started when I'm old and they can trust me or if I just keep the secret forever and I won't have to tell to my parents at all until they die and I die and maybe I won't have a good life at all I'm not planning anything big what do I have here a to do list as long as Santa's list or what do you call it your parents list and he doesn't exist and now I just need to be better and move on and carry on and improve and be a greater person who has better dreams to achieve but its probably gonna get crushed so don't make a fuss over it If you read the whole thing, thank you. I just don't feel that good rn, even though I'm posting and commenting happy stuff... （ ; D ; ）Kinda feel better now I'm sorry if things are taking some time, I'm just taking a break rn.
