story time bc idk i really just feel like talking abt myself so in third grade there were two girls they were best friends i become friends with one of the girls then befriended the other one i was so toxic when she gave her other friend to much attention i would ignore her like pls i wish i could slap myself but i spent every minute i could with her and eventually her and her other friend weren't friends anymore but that was at the end of 3rd grade so we were already moving on to 4th grade and when 4th grade started i made new friends with another friendship to ruin that where i get my brutal behavior but to be fair the girl from third grade changed a lot anyways the end
Lyrics I want it to be, like, messy I'm so insecure, I think That I'll die before I drink And I'm so caught up in the news Of who likes me and who hates you And I'm so tired that I might Quit my job, start a new life And they'd all be so disappointed 'Cause who am I, if not exploited? And I'm so sick of 17 Where's my - teenage dream? If someone tells me one more time "Enjoy your youth, " I'm gonna cry And I don't stick up for myself I'm anxious and nothing can help And I wish I'd done this before And I wish people liked me more All I did was try my best This the kind of thanks I get? Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah) They say these are the golden years But I wish I could disappear Ego crush is so severe God, it's brutal out here (Yeah!) I feel like no one wants me And I hate the way I'm perceived I only have two real friends And lately, I'm a nervous wreck 'Cause I love people I don't like And I hate every song I write And I'm not cool and I'm not smart And I can't even parallel park All I did was try my best This the kind of thanks I get? Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah) They say these are the golden years But I wish I could disappear Ego crush is so severe God, it's brutal out here (Yeah! Just having a really good time) Got a broken ego, broken heart (It's brutal out here, it's brutal out here) And God, I don't even know where to start
