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Story -------- So, I'm guessing why a lot of you are wondering why I haven't really been very.... happy lately. Some personal issues have been going on, and I think you might want to know about them. I hope you guys understand them. My mother had me on August 31st, 2009, 2:31 P.M. I was a child that wanted to come to the world. It was no surprise that my mother was a pregnant at the age of 26. My father and mother loved me very much. But during that time period, there relationship had become... unstable you could say. When I was around the age of 2 1/2, my mother found out that she was pregnant again, with my little brother. He was born on June 20th, 2012 ,3:39 A.M. He wasn't even born for a year before my mom left us. What caused her to leave is still a mystery, and she won't tell me the truth. All I know is that she asked my father why he was upset, and he punched her. I was at my mothers leg at the time. She picked me up, and ran to her room, locking the door. She ran with me to the bathroom, locking that door. My dad apparently busted down BOTH doors, and pulled my mom with her hair, yelling at her. All I can remember is me screaming "Don't hurt my mommy!" Over and Over again. That thing I knew was me waking up on the Bathroom floor, crying. My mom leaving me and her divorce with my dad gave me PTSD (Post - traumatic - stress - disorder ) 3 years later, when I was 6, and my brother 3 1/2, someone NEW walked into my life. Her name was Caroline. My dad and her grew very fond of each other, and finally, after 2 years of dat^ing, my dad proposed to her. And guess what.... she said YES. Caroline wasn't that bad for a while, intill she learned that my mom had put my brother and I around A $ex offender. Now, my mom stood up for the defense of the $ex offender, also known as Jake. They lost the case, and Jake was found guilty, and sent to prison for 18 months. So after that my mom lost custody of my brother and I.... which left me heartbroken. We only got to see her every other weekend. But after that, she put us around ANOTHER $ex offender.... Caroline went crazy. My mom told me many secrets about what has happened, and to now figure out that she is living with Jake makes me think about how much she really does lo^e me. While I was in Florida, Caroline found out about every secret my mom told me, from the good ones... to the worst. She freaked out, more then I expected. I felt like a terrible daughter, spilling all those secrets I kept for 8 years. When I got back to my home state, I was diagnosed with ADHD, Along with PTSD and Major Depression. Now my brothers birthday is coming up, and I haven't really felt.. HAPPY about it. I'm slowly losing my friends, and starting have feelings for others. Also, my grades are terrible, and me failing my math SOL makes it even worse. I hope ya'll understand how I feel, and I'm going to take a break from scratch for a couple of months, starting on June 17th. I hope this clears ya'lls heads! <3
