Rät - Penelope Scott
I come from scientists and atheists and white men who **** God They make technology high quality complex physiological Experiments and sacrilege in the name of public good They taught me everything, just like a daddy should And you were beautiful and vulnerable, and power and success Goddamn, I fell for you, your flamethrowers, your tunnels and your tech I studied code because I wanted to do something great like you And the real tragedy is half of it was true But we've been ******* mean, we're elitist, we're as flawed as any church And this faux rad' west coast dogma has a higher ******* net worth I bit the apple 'cause I trusted you, it tastes like Thomas Malthus Your proposal is immodest and insane And I hope someday Selmers rides her ******* train I loved you, I loved you I loved you, it's true I wanted to be you and do what you do I lived here, I loved here, I thought it was true I feel so stupid and so used I feel so used I was your baby, your first born, the hot girl in your comp sci' class And I was Darwin's prep school dream, bred, born, and raised to kick your *** I fell for circuit boards, rocket ships, pictures of the stars If you could only be what you pretend you are When I said, "Take me to the moon", I never meant take me alone I thought if mankind toured the sky, it meant all of us could go But I don't want to see the stars if they're just one more piece of land for us to colonize For us to turn to sand 'Cause we're so ******* mean, we're so elitist, we're as ******* as any church And this bull**** west coast dogma has a higher ******* net worth I bit the apple 'cause I loved you, and why would you lie? And then I realized, you're just as naive as I am Oh, you're so traumatized, it makes me wanna cry You dumb *****, I loved you, I loved you I loved you, it's true I wanted to be you and do what you do I lived here, I loved here I bought it, it's true I'm so embarrassed, I feel abused Well, I don't wanna eat the rich, I'd have to eat my heroes first And my tuition's paid by blood, I might deserve your fate or worse But I don't need your goddamn money, I don't need jack **** from you So when I speak, you bet your life, my words are true Let me level with you, man, as someone guilty of the game I took the help, I took the cash, I would've taken your last name So if any girl on Earth should get to make a call about this It should be me and as I see it, you're a **** So, **** your tunnels, **** your cars **** your rockets, **** your cars again You promised you'd be Tesla, but you're just another Edison 'Cause Tesla broke a patent, all you ever broke were hearts I can't believe you tore humanity apart With the very same machines that could've been our brand new start And the worst part is, I loved you I loved you, I loved you, it's true And sometimes I feel like I still ******* do I lived here, I loved here I brought it, it's true I'm so embarrassed, I feel abused I feel so used, I feel so used Take me to the moon 'Cause I feel so used I feel so used