leaving. no, i'm not doing this out of spite. if you know what happened it happened. start a rant, throw insults at me in the comments. no worries, i'll already be gone. i do not feel welcome here. my opinions don't matter to you, do they? if people don't want my help, then say it to my face. if not, i'll just shut up, then. that's what you want, isn't it ? it was a question. i wanted to help. and in order to help, i needed to know what happened. how many times do i need to say this? no one enters my raffles. no one enters my adopts. no one enters my dta. do you know how much hard work has gone into those? so why should i continue ? why should i owe you anything ? i've worked tirelessly to actually draw nice-looking things all the while cancelling activities i actually want to do. and this is what i get ? i should be grateful. that i've never experienced hate, or having someone steal my art, recolor it, call it as their own. but i have experienced other things, things that i should probably just shut up my mouth about because it's "unnecessary". but no. there are two sides to a coin, to a story. i wanted to prevent this. but something just had to happen. i'm sorry, for everything i said. that, i didn't mean. all i wanted to do was help. it's like going back to my toxic friends again. there. that's what scratch is to me. toxic. i'm tired of sharing the things i love and expecting people to actually like them. deep down i know that they won't. so, i won't! perfect solution. i won't. i will draw for myself, write for myself, maybe on another platform. i will seek my fortune elsewhere. the dmac is forever closed, so are any ats i've agreed to. raffle prizes will be done, not saying when.
i came onto scratch to make friends. because i so desperately needed them. and so i did. i am sorry for every dta entry, collab, and others that i left to waste. i want to make it up to you. i just don't know how. @gloomcursed20 c, whenever i use kaeya to cross the water and he goes "kore" i will remember you. whenever i see a miku meme on youtube, i will remember you. you were- are funny, and always will be. you were my first online friend, the one i used to stay up for because of our different timezones. i always looked up to you. i'm sorry for the lost collab, promises left unattended. i wasn't your closest friend, and didn't get to make the bond you had with others in my time here on scratch, but i wish i could make it up to you. sash, i can't believe i'm posting this right after your birthday. i'm really sorry. i will remember your old accounts, contests and dtas left unentered. there will be a time in the future where we will meet again and i can speak and write fluently in japanese. thank you for encouraging me to make my very first project here on scratch. gummy, i didn't spend as much time as you did with me to try to get to know you, and for that, i'm sorry. i really am. this is one of the regrets i have with leaving scratch. maybe, when i return one day, and you're still here, i will take my time and do that. i'm sorry about the raffle prize, i'll take my time and try and do that. blu, i remember when you tried to help me with my ongoing list of ats and dts, which was really nice of you. i will remember that. keep on going here on scratch (don't forget the keycasters), maybe when i come back, you'll still be here. indigo, i wish i had more time to draw ship art of dianqing and xiao. i loved them. but i never did. i'm sorry. if we were on same servers, i'd play genshin with you <3 thank you for inviting me to the adventurer's guild, that was a wonderful experience for me. i'm really sorry about the raffle prizes. once i have the energy to do so, i will do them. yuzuki, remember when we had matching pfps ? that was so long ago, on . have fun creating more aesthetics and projects, i'm sure you'll do great. perri, birthday twin :) thank you for sharing my birthday with me, i really enjoyed it. continue to draw and create art, i've always loved your style. i'm sorry about the raffle, i'm trying my best to draw the prizes. akina, your art style is really unique. i've never said that before, but here i am. i'm sorry for not having the time to get to know you better. thank you for saying that i'm one of your closest friends, even if i don't feel entitled to be. and finally, . waffles, don't stop creating art for scratch. i know school and being class president 24/7 is in the way, but try. your art is amazing, and so are you. this is not goodbye, as we'll be seeing each other in graduation next week, but thank you for supporting me all these months in scratch. really. i'll have m&ms waiting for you when this quarantine is over <3 thank you, for everything you've done for me. / i'm truly sorry for what i said. please don't let it burden you to create more art for the purposes you love. , and i also am sorry. you are wonderful people, and i'm sorry that i dampened some of your days. thank you to , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , and many more for inspiring me to create my works of art.
