Hey, so...I moved accounts. I moved to @TopazSkiies but with that, come a few conditions. I’m deleting this account and all of my past ones. ~ it’s too much, to- to always be seeing the past projects I had with my former friends. But when I see them, it reminds me how in that way they betrayed me and broke their promises, which is making it toxic for me to look back at old projects. (and also people will occasionally favorite or love them, which brings it up as well.) it’s not so much that I’m seeing them, but I’ve developed a sort of phobia toward them. When I see anything at all I associate them with, I start to panic. And no, not regular freaking out. I mean seizures and panic attacks. ~ I feel chained down. I’ve made a lot of mistakes and I’ve told you all I would do certain things that I now know I can’t, so...I need to cleanse myself of this burden ~ Scratch became toxic for me as soon as I lost everyone. As you may have noticed, my activity dropped significantly after they cut me away. So, J don’t want to be seen as a “past scratcher” ~ I’ve been here for nearly five years. Scratch is not the same place it used to be, and I need to find a new start with new people. Since my first day in scratch, it was always the same groups of people, the same studios, the same...everything, so, I want to relocate my activity. |+| I probably will not be very active on Scratch anymore. I check it every other day, but projects and role playing will not be frequent. I’m sorry, but it didn’t bring me the joy that it once did, because now it’s just a hassle to try. |+| I’m a lot more active on my dA, TopazSkiies, and always will be. I post several drawings a day, so if you need to contact me in emergency, that’s where to do it.
Art: Me Characters: Ghostbur & Friend ~ Consider this a final parting gift. Small message for my former friends: as much as you may try to convince yourself, cutting me off was not good for me, and couldn’t be if I tried to make it be. you all have family and friends to find comfort, whereas I don’t have any, so it’s not exactly fair what you’ve done. although I don’t and will never forgive you for thinking it was righteous, i guess I’ll see you in the future, whenever you may decide to speak to me again.
