
i cant stop listening to this....help song: Car Seat Headrest - The Ending of Dramamine song choice is inspired by @ombrathefurry2 EDIt: im scrapping this at least for now
imma try to start dividing descs into 3 sections: pre-animation (what im going for, what i plan to make this as, etc), "mid process" (complaining bout the process), and "ay im done" (self explanatory amirite) for the sake of clearer descriptions pre-animation --------------------------------------------------------------------------after reading the lyrics of 3 other songs on the album i oficially relate to the whole album orig title was きもち わるい that wasnt related to evangelion btw i kinda wanna make this both a positive and negative vent bc feelings r big a-- im sorry i cant say that anymore if someone reports this i wont be able to repost it bc scratch wont detect the a word. its big not good. BTW i consider my content to be 13+ bc of my swearing; and also i write my ocs based off of anxiety-- and theres a 90% chance i have an anxiety disorder so its gonna be b a d. anyway the title explains the negative vent part-- 脱感作 means "desensitization" in both japanese and chinese correct me if im wrong. positive part is i came out to my sis AND one of my closest irl friends and turns out theyre both supportive and will agree to try to use my pronouns (he/they/xem)! -------------------------------------------------------------------------- mid-process -------------------------------------------------------------------------- I think I should use this to introduce my new ocs but it’s still venting hehehe k plz dont worry bout me. honestly i am ok, at least more than before. im managing my crap a lot better than i used to which is progress!! :)