trigger warning, this girl experienced pain, bullying, and even more, she one day decided to end it all... This is her scratch memorial. Check https://scratch.mit.edu/studios/30001200/ made by her sister to see what happened. (The studio was removed, and I don’t remember every bit of it, but go ask @tidepxd-, I’m sure she’ll remeber better.) We miss her, and Ruby, if you’re out there, I hope you’re happy. But I won’t cry, giving in to the emotions is just as bad letting them exist in the first place. Oh if only I knew the pain you were having. R.I.P @red-Velvet-fan/Ruby/Mirae The happiness of scratch Quotes (leave a quote in the comments and I’ll add it. “So are you happy now? Finally happy now?” -Natalie, lyrics from eight “Sometimes, you gotta be bold Just rock the world (boo-ya!) La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la (happiness!) La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la (are you happy? Uh?) -Aneira, lyrics from happiness. “A majestic phoenix is born from it's scarred ashes.” -@TISPC_Kate5C “ ❤️ ❤️❤️ ❤️❤️❤️ ————————Ruby———————— ❤️❤️❤️❤️ ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ (This is her chair, it was supposed to be a heart, but I forgot how.) to the family: I can only imagine how hard this is on you. a loss like this must be devastating, and I can't imagine what I'd do if I lost a close family member. stay strong, she's in a much better place, safe from Jangmi.
Dear Mirae, I can't believe you stayed strong for this long. I thought everything was fine, little did I know. all this time. I was suffering from depression, but you had it worse, and yet you still listened to my rants as if you weren't feeling worse pain. I remember when one day I asked you how you were, and you said fine, that should've been a red flag for me, but I ignored it like the person I am. I understand why you went on right before you made that studio, acting like everything's alright seems to be your way of saying goodbye. I never wanted to say goodbye... you were always there for me, but was I always there for you? the night you made the studio, I wasn't online. I could've begged on my life for you to call the su_e hotline, but I didn't make it. and oh, how bad it feels. I thought you'd be there when Red Velvet came back, when the solos dropped, but you didn't. I really hope you're safe up there. 안녕, 미래, 사랑해. 항상 내 마음 속에 당신이 서있는 곳입니다. -Natalie
