tldr: /might be inactive bc of lack of confidence, pressure, and wanting to draw different stuff than usual. sorry! i havent been posting here as much because i've mainly been making doodles and small comics recently most of which i don't really want to share to an audience of 9-12 year olds plus this acct is dead as a log (lol) especially hard with this website which is also not exactly the *best* platform with art- i also have a deep settled fear of having my art reclaimed or stolen (its an awful feeling) by an 8 year old who doesn't know any better or has no understanding on a situation's severity. im above arguing with a child that i'm almost twice the age of, but at the same time that kind of leaves me no way to defend myself in that hypothetical situation. i also lost a ton of confidence in my art, its just been very hard to look back at things ive posted and keep posting without feeling the need to nuke this account the 5th time in a row, its the sole reason why i barely use any social media outside of disc. over time i have also developed very unhealthy coping mechanisms with anxiety* (?) and as such i've resorted to comparing myself with others of my same age group or being jealous of people who are more talented and probably have worked much, much harder than i have. i feel like distancing myself as much as possible from social media where i could end up with this kind of negative mentality. it's taken a big toll on my health + sleep schedule as of recently and it's made me feel the need to improve myself so yeah. hiatus or at least really slowing down my post schedule for a while. sorry to anyone who i may have disappointed w this decision but i gotta put my needs first anywayz youtube smash that like andsubscribe button and that notification bell for more epic fortnitegaming 1 like =1 more epic gamer moment *i haven't been diagnosed with anxiety and don't want to self diagnose. it's just the best word i could think of to properly describe my thoughts i mean no offense to anyone.
not dead yet babes art is mine, idk why i made it actually
