⚠️tw⚠️swearing⚠️ life is mean to me. really mean to me. i come back, everything has changed. nothing matters to me. everything changed too fast, and i can't keep up. i'm having a panic attack just because of this. it ain't normal anymore. so i decided to get rid of it all soon and leave Scratch. just simply pack my bags and leave. over time i've developed metathesiophobia, which is a fear of changes. those motherᶠvᶜᵏᵉʳˢ won't understand ᶠvᶜᵏ life ᶠvᶜᵏ living ᶠvᶜᵏ everything i know i'm gonna leave soon but i'll come back once i overcome my fear