so this is how it ends I promise to never go outside again i'm not lyric pranking you aha - this is a Genuine Real goodbye project but it's not emotional nor specific because i'm lazy and the people that i want to say goodbye to already have my chaos and will probably keep in touch. i'm not necessarily leaving scratch, and i'm not even /definitely/ leaving this account - i just need a break from being alex of tfcrp for a while. i may return as someone else, or as alex - but for the foreseeable future, soccergal515 aka alex is deactivating. nothing awful has happened; i've just lost interest as i've built a reputation. i dislike being perceived or something, idk - anonymity is the best thing about the internet, and i'm quickly losing that. i'm doing this for a myriad of reasons - none of them bad! - and trust me when i say that i've grown so much as a writer and a person while being on this account. you are all awesome. you know who you are. i've become so much better on this account and i'll never forget this community or these people. also, this isn't a Sad Deactivation for Serious Mental Health Reasons - quite the opposite, in fact. I've become happier with my life irl and my interests outside of scratch, which is totally healthy - I'm not leaving because scratch is taking a toll on my mental health, or because it's declining. I'm leaving because my mental health has gotten better. So much better, in fact, that - (okay that was a bo burnham reference and I will stop now.) but genuinely, this is a positive thing and not like 'oh no Alex is struggling'. (i cannot think of anything else to say tbh. the legend goodbye project was longer than this. help.) please, if you want to stay in touch, ask for my chaos! well, well, look who's inside again went out to look for a reason to hide again well, well, buddy you found it now come out with your hands up, we've got you surrounded (epic musical fade out) (bo burnham reference) statement ends (tma reference) this was called "bye bye gaymers" for ages in my unshared
