(Also art dump!) Uhm- I haven’t ranted in a while, gimme a moment- Right, okay, so. If you’re wondering why I haven’t reached out to you at all and you’re a friend or something- please read on. Else, just read on. So.. just a little note on this, I got this idea from real life. I stopped reaching out to all of my friends and family, and only a few kept reaching out to me. That made me realize what actual friends I have, and how much they actually care about me, instead of using me for something. Like, a secondary place holder. Or using me to get to my siblings. Or using me to get to know my other friends. As you can tell, I have been used a lot, I guess. It doesn’t really bother me, I suppose, but, ah, I’ve stopped reaching out on scratch. Unless I’m actively roleplaying with you, or I’m genuinely interested in being a good friend with you, or I actually think you’re like me- not reaching out at all-, then you probably don’t hear from me often. I’ve given up on coming up with plans when I’m talking to my friends, and that allowed me to have actual spare time, and learn what, ah, trashy friends I have. Only some reached out, and it warmed my heart that they cared. Like, I had friend, and I quote, “Hi! <3 you haven’t reached out to anybody in a few days, and I’m starting to get nervous.. is everything alright with you? Is Sugar good with her surgery? Sorry if you’re on vacay or something, I’m just worried that something is wrong. How’ve you been these past few days?? <3” This friend has been by my side all these years, and they have no idea what Scratch is. Should probably send them this. Or something- and I have one friend who has an account and is BUGGING ME (<3) about hurrying up and doing, like, (Math-) 8 more comment chains with someone, so they can have one of my characters kits. (Sorry! They return on the 25th, so I’ll harp on them then, xd) I’ve kept reaching out to her, and she also reaches out, so you’re on of my top friends. Anyways, you are awesome, compared to a few friends I’ve complained to you about. But I’ve had one friend just… invite all of my friend group over, but me. It breaks me down a bit, seeing them while I’m walking my dog or something, driving by, smiling at me, waving, & never texting me or reaching out. Of course it’s that one friend. Uh- I typed way more than I thought I did- I guess that’s all.
Art Dump stuff for those who don’t feel like reading a rant- 1. The title page-? 2. I was challenged to make two watermelon slices. I won. 3. Same with a kiwi. No shading needed, eh. 4. Eye testing, which is better? Top or bottom? 5. Warm up to 4 6. Don’t look at it- trash art 7. Outline of 5 8. Trying out a flipped version of 9- 9. Half a face, which I find easier than a full face 10. 5-9 on a notecard, which I made at, like, midnight 11. Just doing a few more backgrounds- 12. More backgrounds, just a darker version of 1 13. Personal favorite background 14. A husky I drew from an art for kids hub video with my sister. 15. Sketching out dress designs, medieval, as you can tell. 16. Practicing ears and head stuff- 17-18. Sidewalk ear practice, 18 has lighting/shading 19-21. Darker & lighter background, with/without words 22. More background 23. Another personal favorite background. 24. Annnnd another. 25-27. Oooh- talon with different colored outlines 28. Cloud. 29. Horse with okay bg 30. Another cloud- 31. Bubbles, basically a cute blue roan horse my sister and I came up with 32. Buttercup, but with my younger brother. 33. And take a seagull that was staring at me from a vacay a week or so ago as a parting gift.
