k, i've calmed down. hah- you think THIS is bad? You should see me when I cry really hard...... :)
Thank you for always being here for me @Basically_FNFStuff <3 I listened to this myself.....I-....I had no idea how sad I sound when I cry....I haven't cried this much ever since.....since my dad.....I- nevermind.....all I know is that this is just sad....I can hear the sadness in me crying and it honestly breaks my heart looking back at it- I was crying like this for a hour and 16 minutes....and nobody came in to check up on me.....none of my brothers.....not even my dad....only my little sister.....she looks up to me all the time.....AND we share the same room.....so she has it worse than everyone who has heard me cry for a while....because I can cry up to more than an hour....so she has heard me cry longer than an hour before.....I cried for an hour and 16 minutes- so imagine what she had to listen to.....poor thing.....she was asking if I was ok so many times....
