heya!! first of all you may have read the title and already assume that i’m leaving scratch but don’t worry i can tell you i’m not officially leaving and don’t ever plan on permanently leaving soon ;) but with that being said.. the past 6 six weeks my life has been pretty busy and really exhausting. that’s why i haven’t been very active, and i also don’t plan on being active in the future either. school starts next tuesday and so i’ll be busy and exhausted once again. so what i’m trying to say is i’ll be pretty inactive from here on out. but on that same note.. i don’t know the best way to say this but i’ve grown a disinterest with scratch for the past few months. don’t get me wrong this sites pretty much been my life for the past two years now, but then again i remember loving it more a year ago. i remember logging on to this site like every morning last summer totally exited to check my messages or look at my idols page to see if they posted something or entering contests or MAPs or doing trades with people, just that kinda stuff would occupy me for hours. now i come and look at my page anytime i’m bored, see that my inbox was spammed with people having conversations on my projects or loving old projects or advertising on my profile, and that’s not very cool you guys.. and then i go and check my idols pages to see if they posted anything new, but all my idols have left now. literally all are inactive or just moved on to new sites i can’t access or whatever. and then i don’t know, i’ve just stopped caring about MAPs and contest or making memes or whatever. i can’t draw cats anymore which is kinda all anyone wants on this site. i’ve pretty much forgotten how to code at this point which is kind of sad. in general, i don’t get the same of happiness from this site as i did a year ago. and don’t get me wrong still i thank you guys so much for 1.1k followers, like that’s fricking crazy idk how you all did that <33 but i don’t have motivation to like do anything to celebrate. i thank you guys for the support but i feel like year ago me would care a lot more than i do right now and i feel bad for that. another thing.. i really don’t have anyone on this little site that im still here for, like i have mutuals that i’ve made on here but no one im close to. i have no idea how people make thousands of friends on this site becuase as long as i’ve been here, ive pretty much just been alone doing my own little thing, saying hi to a few people here and then, making friends that last a few seconds, watching drama blow up among other people, just in general not getting involved. so it’s not like i’m here waiting on someone so if i were gone or not it would affect no one. anyone i know i know irl, which is cool with me then again, some people i know irl have found out about my scratch account which i don’t like it, makes me uncomfortable. this isn’t something i share with my friends or whatever cus i never cared to, not a big deal. so it’s weird when someone i know is on my profile yk? anyways i love you all that are here and supported me for the past 2 years but for right now i guess you could say i’m going on a bit of a hiatus, i might come back then and there to make sure everything’s under control, i might post a few art dumps to just for funsies but other than that i’m out ;) - rae <3 music credits goes to potsu
