Recently I have been feeling low, I just feel like I can't eat anything. Like, before I used to be like " o m g I ' m d y i n g m o m" but now I just feel like I can cope with it. Like, mostly at night whenever my stomach or body is like hungry or whatever I just don't care and continue sleeping, recently I just feel like crying at night and not caring about anything in the world right now. I can't get out of bed because I don't really feel like doing anything when the day is only going to be "Me being angry and antisocial and only going online" cuz I have anger issues and I hate going outside and doing literally anything. I barely can sleep at night and the only thing I just do is think, trying to bore myself to sleep, I either wake up too early or too late, and I hate school and just never want to attend it, I'm too emotional and scared of everything. When my sister told my family I was trans nobody cared, my mom decided to be transphobic about it, and they still use female pronouns and my female name about it and it gets me sad, like, I can't even do anything about it since my mom will just say the classic "You're confused and you're sister is just forcing you to be a boy"
This isn't a real problem, just decided to get my feelings out.