So school’s starting soon, and im having some family/friend issues. <School> Im starting an entire new grade (6th) and ive only been to summer camp, i already have someone who teases and makes fun of me, we have these uniforms that im not all that comfortable with, and i think my crush may have a gf :< <Home> My little sister always wants me to play with her, it feels like i get called for favours pretty often, and whenever i try to do something nice, its like every day i have to misbehave so even if i try to do something nice, itll backfire in a hour. I honestly feel like im more of a burden than i should be in my family’s eyes. I always get yelled about how im lazy and barely put in the bare minimum, but in reality im trying my best and i cant really handle it all. <Friends> Ive had this friend since i was 3, and recently we havent been able to talk. Shes always camping, in trouble, or traveling. And during all this time ive been making a lot of new friends, and ever since shes randomly started to wanna talk to me again, its like i have to transition to one friend and to the other. Its hard. <Scratch> Im losing way too much motivation to be on here. I hate every project i upload, memes or not, (im only proud of 1), and i feel like scratch just isnt what im meant to do. I feel like the more time i spend in scratch, the more i realize that scratch just isnt the right site and i should probably quit while im ahead. <etc> Ive recently been in a lot of fights, and i feel like the world hates me. Every time i put on a smile, something bad happens. Recently ive been having to put on fake smiles just so i can please other people. I dont know why i try. I just want someone to hug. :(
I know its a long project but all this is getting to me. Have a free hug ╰(*^w^*)╯♡
