what am i doing
here's the full pgn, you can analyze the game on chess.com if you want: [Event "vs Computer"] [Site "Chess.com"] [Date "2021.09.04"] [Round "?"] [White "Intermediate"] [Black "captaincrumb"] [Result "0-1"] [TimeControl "-"] [BlackElo "800"] [WhiteElo "1200"] 1. c4 f5 2. Nf3 Nf6 3. g3 g6 4. Bg2 e5 5. Ng5 e4 6. Rf1 Bg7 7. Na3 d5 8. c5 c6 9. e3 O-O 10. Qb3 Nbd7 11. Ne6 Nxc5 12. Nxc5 Qe8 13. Rh1 Rf7 14. Rg1 Bf8 15. Qc2 Bxc5 16. Qxc5 Ng4 17. Nc2 Nxh2 18. Nd4 b6 19. Qa3 c5 20. b3 cxd4 21. d3 dxe3 22. fxe3 Nf3+ 23. Bxf3 exf3 24. Kf2 Qe7 25. Qxe7 Rxe7 26. a3 Ba6 27. d4 Bd3 28. Ra2 Rae8 29. Re1 g5 30. Bd2 f4 31. a4 a6 32. Bc1 b5 33. gxf4 gxf4 34. Rb2 fxe3+ 35. Bxe3 Rxe3 36. Rxe3 Rxe3 37. Kxe3 Bg6 38. a5 Bh5 39. Kf4 h6 40. b4 Kf7 41. Rf2 Ke6 42. Rh2 Bg6 43. Ra2 Be4 44. Kg4 h5+ 45. Kf4 h4 46. Kg4 Bb1 47. Rh2 f2 48. Rh1 Bd3 49. Kh3 f1=Q+ 50. Rxf1 Bxf1+ 51. Kg4 h3 52. Kf4 h2 53. Kf3 h1=Q+ 54. Kf4 Qg2 55. Ke3 Qb2 56. Kf4 Qxb4 57. Kg4 Qxa5 58. Kg5 b4 59. Kh6 b3 60. Kg5 b2 61. Kg6 b1=Q+ 62. Kh6 Qa4 63. Kg7 Qxd4+ 64. Kh6 a5 65. Kh5 a4 66. Kh6 a3 67. Kg5 a2 68. Kh5 a1=Q 69. Kg5 Qdd1 70. Kh4 Qdc1 71. Kg3 d4 72. Kg4 d3 73. Kh4 d2 74. Kg3 d1=Q 75. Kh2 Qdd2+ 76. Kh1 Bc4# 0-1