newton's apple - song

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my latest single! please enjoy! explanation for the song: while the song does touch on heavier topics, it’s not about those topics necessarily, it’s more about feeling stuck in a loop - hating your current life, and wanting to do something new. and you get opportunities, but you’re afraid to take them. (reshared after revising) +Lyrics+ The sunlight through my window Streams down on me And it hurts my eyes I hate living like like this But what a shame, it would be to die Lie to me and tell me That I’m, doing just fine Got a rope around my neck And the end at my side But I never wanted this Keep me in the palm of your hand Tell me that you understand Make me feel I’ll be okay Even if it’s not today Hate me make me want to cry Yesterday was a new life I spent the first of days inside I just hate the pain of living Woke up with a comma Stuck on the transcript of my brain Hesitation gluing me down I’m still stuck in one place Everyone is moving forward I’m just trying to ignore The drag of responsibility I don’t want to face the scene I never wanted this Glorifying all my pain Nothing left here to gain Acid wash to my brain Wipe away all the pain I think that it’s time to change I’m still stuck on yesterday Kanashimi daisuki I’m so tired of misery I just want to be happy But fake happy is the best I have Misery loses meaning When you say it so much But it’s better than sad Memories are taffy Sweet but eventually They’re just stuck Every noise is staticy And my visions covered By a grey fuzz All I want is to be loved Living is just not enough Worse than what I thought it would I want to replace it Hate me make me want to die Yesterday was a new life I spent the first days inside I just hate the pain of living Hope you miss me so much That the thought of me is too much to bear Hope I’ve left impressions on your heart I hope it gives you hell for years I’ve been sinking but I’m still Cruising down life like a landslide Explosions rattling aluminum Walls In the bomb shelter of my mind I swear I never asked for this! Toxic positivity Social anxiety Winning with the little things Counting dollars, losing sleep Hate me make me want to die Yesterday was a new life Today is a new day to try I just know that I’ll waste it I’m okay Life is great Living was my first mistake All I say is just a lie Cross my heart and beg to die All I know is falling down Everything is turning out Worse than what I thought it would I want to replace it Hate me make me want to die Yesterday was a new life I spent the first days inside I just hate the pain of living And I I just hate the pain of living And I I just hate the pain of living ---------