I think it's time. My turn now... I've seen over the months I've been here, more and more of my Scratch friends have either taken long breaks, or left permanently. Now, I think it is best that I have to go too, and I have reasons that I'll explain in a bit. I just want to say, that I will definitely not be taking a very long break, or permanently leave. I will come back whenever I feel the time is right for me. Here's why I need some time off of Scratch. One, I have a lot of weight on my shoulders. If you don't know what I mean by that, it means that I have a lot going on that is stressing me out, and leaving Scratch for a bit can feel somewhat relieving, as I don't need to stress about deadlines, anything studio related, etc. I already use Scratch for school, because of my Computer Science class, so that will be my only reason I use Scratch for now. Two, I'm feeling that I'm losing self confidence. I just don't have that motivation in doing anything in general as I used to. I'm only 14, and I have these feelings that really hurt me on the inside. I have no one to really talk about anything I can relate to, or really talk about how I'm feeling most of the time. I sometimes talk to my family about these things, but most of the time, it just feels like they don't understand me. They most of the time just tell me to just move on, or I'm just being too sensitive, or I'm going to feel better soon. I have moved on from many things that were hard to leave behind. I've hid my pain for so long, that sometimes I would just have these emotional outbreaks any random time. I've even had thoughts of ending it all together. No, I don't have access to any drugs, or anything addictive, but I have possible access to dangerous weapons that I'm afraid I might do something with one day, and that thought scares me. I always pray to God for my days to brighten up, and maybe it will be better than the last day before. But so far, nothings changed yet. I don't expect me to just all of a sudden feel happy, like it happens instantly. I'm sure that if I keep praying to God, it will get better in some point in time. Anyways, this is my final goodbye. Again, I will be back soon, but only when the time is right for me. Thank you to all of my followers, and especially to my closest Scratch friends, for sticking with me on this adventure I had coming back to Scratch after 2017, 3 years since I came back on 2020. I came back to Scratch on October, so there will possibly be a 1 Year Anniversary project, for coming back and staying around here for 1 year. Stay tuned for that! I also appreciate the people that really took the time to read all of this. Thank you, it's been an honor coming back from 2.0 to 3.0.
If you read everything in the description (Instructions section), not only do you understand mostly what this project is about, I also appreciate you for taking your own time to read all of that. @0358058Aranda, for providing the music. Music: Erik Satie - Gymnopédie No I guess I'll just give credit to myself, @TimR3KTSu5320, for the oc and stuff. You can check out my other account, @TimIsCool5320, but there will be no content posted there for a while also. Bible verse from the Bible. "The Lord bless you and keep you; The Lord make His face shine upon you, And be gracious to you; The Lord lift up His countenance upon you, And give you peace." —Numbers 6:24–26 NKJV.
