this is my first, real recording using studio one and my daw!!!! IM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS EVEN THO IVE SHARED IT BECAUSE IM GENUINELY PROUD ;w; EDIT - IT CAME FIRST PLACE!!!!!!!!!! anyways, i've entered this into the ACMF songwriting competition and i'll find out how it went in -o-c-t-o-b-e-r-! *edit - december now* i did this with my dad so it was hard opening up all over again to him, because this is one of my most personal songs, but yeah.... so far, my music teacher and dad have both said it could win and is really beautiful so fingers crossed :') either way, if anybody else can say 'me too' - i want you to know that you are never alone, and disclosing is extremely difficult but its the first step in recovery. and soon i'll be in court. i never thought it could get this far... and im grateful, again, for everyone who has supported me on my journey. it may seem insignificant to many to have an 'awesome song' or 'you're an amazing musician' but to me it means the world. knowing that people have any kind of respect for me, that people care at all... so thank you <3 i will keep you all updated on the situation with court too, and feel free to dm me on tumblr - peitatochippies :) i sometimes post slightly triggering content, in relation to ed/sh... but either way, if you wanna chat somewhere without censoring then head there :) EXCEPT if you're under 13!! which i understand is most of scratch but seriously - don't go on there yet bc its not a good place for you. its fun and all when you're older and see things youve already known for a while, but yeah. anyways i know that was quite a tangent from my original point - being thanks again, you can reach me on here/my main (being @peitato_sock ) or tumblr (peitatochippies) if you have it :) thanks again <3
Canva - album cover Studio One - recording program and extra parts (i made them but used in-program synth) Melodyne - fixed up all the sibilants and fret buzz Me (XD) - music Lyrics: They told me just tell the truth They asked me why I didn't just leave the room They told me I should've fought him off But I was only nine years old They told me I am the one to blame They told me he's good and I'm just fake They told me I must've been all wrong And I was only nine years old Don't blame it on my private school dress Don't tell me these memories must be repressed Don't say I should've said something at the time Don't you remember? I was -nine- They told me maybe it was all a dream They told me if it happened it would've been seen They told me I was angry and my heart was cold But I was only nine years old They told me he had no need for regret They told me to forgive and forget He told me don't you dare to tell a soul And I was only nine years old Don't blame it on my private school dress Don't tell me these memories must be repressed Don't say I should've said something at the time Don't you remember? I was -nine- Yeah, don't you remember? I was -NINE- first uploaded to scratch (as far as i know) 12/09/21 (or 09/12/2021 if youre american :3) Thanks again so much!! Love you all!! ^^<33
