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Eyy so I drew myself because I was bored. I kinda just wanted to make a project talking a little bit about myself currently. School is about a month and going very well (aka my grades are a 98, and 99, and the rest are 100. and I take nine classes.) This past week specifically has been very weird because it's been this odd mix between perfectly awesome and literally so freaking stressful. To start it off I binge watched all the Hunger Game movies for the first time (Wooo go Team Peeta :D), and so that was really fun, but then Saturday night after finishing the fourth movie I had this like really bad panic attack. I was shaking and crying and it felt like every bad memory every was just flowing in. It was hard to breath it just kinda sucked. I ended up just piling up lots of pillows and every single stuffed animal that I have (and haven't used in forever). A few minutes before I fell asleep i snapped out of the panic attack so suddenly that it kinda surprised me. Then the school week started and this week and my school is called Colour Wars because it's the week before homecoming and all the grades are competing against each in dressup competitions. Us sophomores would be winning if we had as many people as the other grades because we had everyone, minus one person dress up for our Spirit day and then had everyone dress up for Twin Day. And we're still behind by four points. Fun. THEN. Also, we have this thing where if everyone in your English class dresses up you'll get donuts, and my class (Honours) so far has all been dressed up for both days and so we get donuts twice. I expect that streak to end today because it's Space Day and almost no one has space stuff. I just happen to have a shirt with the planets on it that I've like never worn. Then tomorrow is Hawaiian Day. I have two leis from a Summer Camp this summer and a bright coloured shirt and I was told that would work. Then Friday is the day we all wear our class T-shirts. Each year we design them and I feel like our grade is kind of following a theme. Last year our shirts said "Adventure Awaits" and this year it says "On the Road Again". OHOHOH and this really weird thing happened yesterday. So there's this guy named Charlie who've I've definitely mentioned sometime on here before. We had this big falling out at the beginning of last year kind of for no reason. He sort of just cut ties with everyone in our friend group and started acting kinda jerky to most people. It was really strange because prior to that he was this awesome, hilarious, caring guy. He was my best friend. I don't think we've even spoken since January (and that's cuz we had a group project together and were forced to, not that he was much help. i ended up doing the whole thing by myself because he refused to help and then went around telling people that i wouldn't let him work and that i wasn't communicating. UGH.) and then out of the blue when I was talking to somebody else before Algebra 2 class started about how one time last year our teacher randomly switched up what she wanted us to do without telling us and then I got a pretty bad grade (although not failing) and it dragged my whole grade down 4% for the rest of the quarter. After I said that he just goes, "Tsk a 96%. That's still a really good grade." and so now I'm like... what just happened. That was halfway between a snide comment and a compliment. Not to mention that he clearly thought I had 100% in the class prior to that assignment. Honestly having him say any words to me that resembled something nice was this weird like thing holding so many flashbacks. Rather odd. I almost did have an anxiety attack, though not full panic, the day before that in math class because our teacher was going to take off points for us no graphing some of the problems because the lesson was all about graphing and so we should have known to do that and I'm over here just like. Uhh. You've never mentioned this to us before. I've never graphed these problems. PLUS. On these other questions it specifically states to graph them. Why would they do that if it was implied? If those ones say to graph and these ones say nothing about it then I shouldn't need to. He still hasn't decided if he's going to take off because our argument is very true and has a few other people in the class agreeing. Mostly the people who hate graphs and would much rather do substitution. Sooooo yeah this week has been a rollercoaster between the best and pretty bad. Seems less dramatic than was IRL when written out though. BUt anyways, enjoy this drawing of me that I made. Fun, optimistic little me. Through all of the crap this world is throwing around right now. Specifically America. Wow. Our government has so many problems right now. I can't.