I want to talk about this a lot more in-depth, maybe I'll make an animation or something. Idk My biological dad mentally abused me in the past. Whenever I see or hear kids with their dad, it fills me with a sense of jealousy, to be honest. Because of him mentally abusing me, I’ve had anxiety attacks and have had sew-icidal thoughts in the past (the thoughts weren’t serious enough to actually make me attempt it, but it’s probably not good that I’ve had them at all). Probably the main reason that I’ve had these problems is because of something called gaslighting. Gaslighting is, if you don’t know, basically making you feel like you’re insane. He hasn’t yelled at me or used gaslighting recently, but that doesn’t mean that I don’t think it won’t happen again. I’ll probably have more problems like that in the future, sadly. If you’ve had anything like that happen to you, I would suggest to seek professional help, if it’s available. I wasn’t fortunate enough to have access to any, but hopefully you will. And to anyone who thinks that I’m lying in order to get people to feel remorse for me and follow me, please leave. I wouldn’t joke about this kind of thing.
