So if u don't know remei cho hee and me fought on bandlab I was right about one thing we don't need to hide from our suffering we have to face and if any one of them is watching these I do care about my friends and no one tried to understand me no one cares about me even one of my old friend whom I won't name doesn't care about me this isn't called friendship no one asked how upset I was cause of my private life leave it I want my last days on scratch to be peaceful and I admit I got angry remei tried to ki!! Herself and ended up in hospital same with cho- hee we had fight before but I still care about everyone and during ace situation everyone blamed me did anyone cared what happened in my private life ofc not cause I'm heartless right apparently I know who are my fake friends and I know who are my true friends who were there for me and I've lost hope after today's controversy cause some people have changed they are not whom I remember I met first time and if anyone even wanna expose me right now idc like I said I don't need anyone ony side to support myself I just need to understand myself and I'll prove haters and some of friends whom I thought was my friends wrong and I might lose hope now but I'm coming back soon after hiatus and I'll be stronger than ever Now good news My own blog website is coming soon using WordPress I've decided my layout yayyyy I'll use my real name in website its Isabella and I would take time Now I've got some serious news I left basketball and ballet I've decided to learn cello I found that ballet and basketball never made me joy despite being leader but I don't know I like cello and I don't think 13 is too late to learn cello remember you are never old to achieve ur dreams or what you like Now I opened a group chat or music group on bandlab named charms so me and my friends could still chat when I leave scratch so imma describe my members or friends in charms Irene-(Me) chaotic and no swearing at all friend Pearl-the emotional friend Lavender-the A+ friend Mimi-the quiet friend Dawn-the friend that reply when convo is over Tinnie-the don't laugh friend Katie-the fast typer friend H. Y-another fast typer friend and who has the best quote lol swearing one MK-friend with 5 relationship Rinrin-another quiet friend Rosei-friend who swears the most lol Cherry-mom of group eldest just kidding lol Choco-the shocked kinda of friend Lexi-the quiet friend lol Marygold That's it peace out And I made apologize letter on bandlab but I also wrote the part where I think I was right and also apologize the youngies for not being in comeback Byeee again peace out And guys I've found out friends who actually cares about me I don't wanted to name but It's Lavender Pearl Luna Cherry MK Tinnie Minseo Eunji Choco Katie Loona Rosei Addie Minnie Yuna not hp yuna another yuna Junie Arin Vamika Jiyoung And blossoms that's it Guys stream capital letters by hailee steinfeld