WARNING: this is a rant, and I express feelings of anger, discontent, and nostalgia. If this makes you feel uncomfortable, or triggers you in any way, please click off. Don't worry, I'm okay, it's just personal issues that I'm oversharing with the internet :) I'm so mad at myself. I always bite off more than I can chew, and now SFRP (which is a pretty ambitious rp, I shouldn't have done it alone) is dying/already dead ngl. Like always, I move on to my next roleplay idea, and leave the other one in the dust. I'm so mad at myself; why can't I just stick to one and go with it? I think what I want is TSIOP. I shouldn't have closed it down, I should have just gotten assistance, but once again I get so caught up with my personal struggles that I closed it down in the moment. Which is what I'm doing with SFRP, but that one's so far gone I just don't want to care about it anymore. And of course i have an idea for a new rp, heavily inspired by TSIOP; only 2 Clans to worry about, one that I'm actually as motivated for as I was for TSIOP (which is saying something lol) Ik people are probably mad or annoyed at me and for good reason. I'm so sorry, I know I should just make one and stick with it. But, I think this next one (which I'll share concepts of soon) actually has potential. I think it's gonna be called Legends of Fire and Ice (LOFAI), but I haven't 100% decided. If LOFAI fails, I'm officially done making my own rps, I promise lol TLDR: yeah, I think I'm gonna shut down SFRP. I'm really sorry, I just- I was never THAT motivated with it, and it's an ambitious rp that I shouldn't have taken on alone. I think I will try to create one more rp that's way more lowkey, and if that fails, I'll accept that I'm just not fit to be in charge of rps lol
