Hey, so, this has been on my mind all day, and I would've most likely lost sleep over it. I don't like beating around the bush, so let's go straight to the point. I'm sorry to anyone I might have hurt, made uncomfortable, or discouraged while on this account. I roleplayed very serious and sensitive topics as if they were jokes. The minute I made the account, I got a lot of followers and attention. This was originally an experiment of sorts, to see how much quicker roleplay accounts of popular characters gain traction than normal accounts. I became enveloped in roleplaying to the point of taking multiple breaks to mellow out (all to no avail: I became addicted again the second I returned). Due to the everlasting attention, I got really scared of losing the following I had in no way earned. The idea of being forgotten became terrifying. I looked at what everyone else was doing, to see how to stay relevant. People were kiIIing off characters, traumatizing their characters, etc., and I took that as a que to do the same. I ended up taking it farther than almost everyone, and possibly triggered some people in the process. I found a way to stay popular and ran with it. I became so enveloped in pleasing the audience I had accidentally created and had never really wanted/needed, that I started losing interest in talking to people. It was just furiously trying as hard as I could to please everyone in the same time. I realize that by obtaining and fervently keeping the following I had, I may have discouraged people as well. It's very disheartening to know you're doing the same things as someone and they seem to be more popular than you. No one deserves that. I thought of everyone here as a friend. If you didn't think of me that way, It's fine. I understand. Even if we barely talked, everyone was important. I'm sorry if I ever ignored you. If I ever made you upset. If I ever hurt you, triggered you, or made you feel in any way negative. I grew to think that what I was doing was normal and maybe even funny. It wasn't, and I get that now. I'm thankful for everything you guys made me feel. You guys always cheered me up when I was down. I certainly didn't deserve anything you guys gave to me. You guys are some of the best things to ever come into my life so far, and I truly am thankful. I'm going to stop roleplaying as Error, or anyone I was on this account. I will occasionally roleplay as Krym, but not often. I've moved to a new account. It's not as new as you'd expect, but it's still a fresh start. In closing, I never meant to hurt anyone by doing what I did here. Goodbye. Audio: Are You Happy (from Make Happy) by Bo Burnham
