I always go to school ready for the day and HAPPY but when I leave school Im sad. All the drama always happens at lunch or Physical Education/ P.E its annoying and the fact that 2 days ago I found out when I told my crush (best friend) I liked them they said that they were trying there hardest to make me not like them and they are a homophobic so that might be the reason but how she jokes is hurtful she jokes about how I should k**l myself and hurt myself and how I would be the first person she would k**l out of the whole school and thats over 100 kids. She also likes to tell lots of people Im pan I only want a couple people knowing not everyone knowing. She always laughs at me too but I dont think I should be her friend anymore.
