ok so i haven't been as active tbh with posting projects or talking to anyone, I haven't told anyone but 2 people but recently my aunt passed away two weeks ago. I didn't want to tell at first because it was very persanal to me and my family. We will be driving over three states for her funeral next week. I wanted to tell you all this because i feel like you guys dont know alot about me, i mean yes i do art im on scratch and i talk to ppl but thats essentially it tbh. I used to I used to be very open but lately people (not on scratch) have been using things against me in arguments. They say im ungrateful, and rude and dis respectful. I've been in many toxic relationships and some of u know about those if you have been here longer. I've started to close off people more and more because i can't live up to their expectations for friendship. I know i might sound whiny but if you lived a day in my life you'd break down in 5 seconds. many dont understand my anxiety , depression, disorders and thoughts. I am Neuro divergent which means I think and act differently, than societys expectations of thinking and acting. Many people dont understand why im depressed or angry or upset. I don't communicate well either so I upset people because i dont know how to put my thoughts into words or texts. I fake that im okay but tbh im not. I say that im doing great or good but im not. I would share my reasons but i have my doubts. Thank you for your time.
:) I'll post some art soon <3
