I have no energy to do anything on scratch I'm probably burnt out or something lol it took me a while to post, this project is probably a disappointment for the people who "waited" (I highly doubt nobody even waits around for a new project of mine to come) Uh, just going through some personal issues (not family) Probably gonna go to therapy to fix it, or to help it, I'm to scared to though- I'm usually the person who listens to other peoples' problem and I try to give them the best advice I can, but being the person who is saying the problem is a bit too extreme for me, and my ego isn't doing so well...more reasons why i'm never posting all my brain says is "That's bad" or "thats terrible, delete it ", and usually positive stuff like "you can do this ! " Something activates in my mind saying " No you can't, you're going to fail you pathetic little minor", something like that of course. Uh, my true personality is hidden to my friends, I don't want them to worry about me, I want to worry about them, so I can hope them the best. Hard times, huh ? Finally, I got that off my back...I dont feel better though, a lot of vents are probably going to come soon....
Notes: the other side with the insults is my brain saying that to me
