I empathize with sugarcomb. Not that much but I have been telling myself lies upon lies locking the darkness up in my head.I just realized I smile a lot even when they don't match my thoughts. I have not told my mom about this...Why? because I feel like she won't understand...It feels like she never understands...It feels like i'm terrible..When I was at my doctors app on friday,there was a form and my mom asked me the questions. 2 questions said do you feel like you let your family down? and do you think any su*cidal things? I wanted to scream yes.I wanted to scream my troubles to the world as if I were 3 years old.But I didn't.I said everything was fine.I was on the verge of crying. MY BRAIN: WHY WHY WHY Help.... I'm a failure If she is my friend then why does she say this? am I too sensitive? My mom hates me Anxiety.....I have anxiety? PANIC I want to die. I want to be famous......unlike Sugarcomb.... But this,this is not for attention I am just telling you the truth My art is terrible people follow me just because they feel sorry for me PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND ME THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW HARD I WORK TO GET AT LEAST 1 NOTICE WHY CAN"T I BE LIKE THEM?!?!?!?!? THE FAMOUS ONES?!?! THEY GET WHAT THEY WANT! I JUST WANNA BE SPECIAL!
This was made by sugar. I don't want to talk to anyone rn. but,people will think i'm doing this for fame.... Just know. This is all true...I want help....Please.
