{Ok y'all- here's the story: Basically there's this girl in my school, she's pretty, intelligent (and short /j); we met at my classmate's birthday party, we got to know each other and we have some things in common: she watches anime, she knows Yandere Simulator, she had a "Gacha Life" phase, she watches y40i sometimes- (she's an ARMY, too) In this past week she's been strange, she tags me on some "love about" tik toks. Two days ago we went to a school trip, we took the bus and she asked me to hold her hand because she was cold- I MEAN- THAT WAS SO FRICKING AMAZING NVSAOVNFOIBVFIVB I, like, felt butterflies and whenever I think about it I just want to hold them again-! But I really don't know if I love her- I never had a crush on someone, and the first timeI think I had it, it was fake. But I don't really want it to be fake. I'm afraid that if we get together I'll be a bad partner, I'm not selfless, I'm not empathetic, I really don't know how to be in a relationship.} {OKAY SORRY FOR TAKING YOUR TIME- But the fact is that I never had such an experience. Sorry again and have a good day<3}
(By the way: Song: Burning Pile - slowed - reverbed / Photo: A Boy's Sc4r)