So, obviously I've been busy with school recently and I've barley had time to even start any digital artwork, but I've been doodling in my notebooks XD Ignore bad quality i took the pictures in the car. P.S. These literally have no order because they sent to my computer weirdly. #1 An eye that I drew. It has some mascara, a little bit of eyeshadow and some major eye liner. #2 the most random lyric art that i stopped making mid word XD from the song "Just a Little Crush" by Jeffrey Lenh #3 Keefe Sencen. My child. #4 Probably my second human OC ever, named Amp #5 an eye ig #6 haha so i have a page where i drew all the guys i've ever had a crush on as cats, and here is my Birchfrost. My second crush ever. Liked him from probably 7 months. #7 Heartfern has big boy denial problems ngl #8 haha Alderleaf... my first crush. i like him for five years. pretty sure it's not even aloud to be considered a crush because it was so much more than that. still not really sure what went wrong. #9 Dawn. the 10th. Liked him for about 2 months. Still kinda do, but I'm trying to forget because he like really likes this other girl, and I haven't met her, but by how he describes them, they seem like they're going to be something really special. So yeah. His friendship means the whole world to me though. I uhh drew half of an expression Heartfern another eye. mascara and a little bit of eyeliner. the style of eyes i use for Amp Heartfern My dnd character Qillian. My 9th crush i think. Liked him for low key maybe 1 week XD Horribly drawn cat Doodle okok so i tried drawing eyes a few times in 's style, but apparently i didn't even do it right and now i have no idea where this style came from. i used the general shape, but no idea where the rest is from. this is what i get for having aphantasia ig XD Heartfern with what i thought was Zanea's eye style ^^^ My uhh idk let me think. Third crush?? kinda complicated on the counting for this one though. i like him for a few weeks back in seventh grade, but also kinda liked him for a month ish this year than stopped than did for another week. it was. uhh really weird. we're sort of just best friends so i tend to push off an feelings for him because i don't want to mess things up. ok ok so i didn't add this guy to the crush page because i didn't even know that he existed yet lol met him at my church and we have the same Gospel Community, and we sort of just act like we've always known each other. that kind of friendship. like him for about a month. stopped though because even though he teases me about flirting with (which I don't) and he has really good eye contact, and constantly nudges me and stuff. he says he liked someone else because my brother was teasing the two of us. could be a cover up, but i'm not risking getting hurt. you may be wondering why his name is BluePAW and that's just because he's a few years younger than me. not like waaay younger, but like the kind where we could still be in high school together. I drew my younger sister Grace from back when she was like in kindergarten Brooklight. My 7th crush. liked him for a few weeks i think. A drawing I did of a freshman that I'm friends with. He says he likes it, but i think it really sucks and looks nothing like him. Testing out eye styles my 7th crush. probably the most ridiculous out of all of these. liked him for a solid like 6th months though. (ngl he was one of my friends siblings ;w; can't believe i fell into that cliche lol) my 5th crush. liked him for like ehh probably almost a year. btw at this point if you can't tell, some of these crushes have overlapped. like a lot. honestly tho this guy just really went down hill this year and i was like haha nope yeah not liking him anymore. he even liked me too at one point. eye style testing. did zanea's eye style wrong again. ok but like seriously. did she use this at some point because i don't know how i would have made it up. A drawing of one my best friends, Sarah Zanea's messed up eye style. again. My sixth crush. Like him for a week or so because of a random dream i had. He's in the year above me and low key bro i swear three of my closest friends have also had crushes on him, and i'm pretty sure one still does. the one that i think still does it slow key in some weird position where she can't pick between him and my 3rd crush. clearly my friendship life and love life and weirdly intertwined. me joking around before actually drawing my freshman my friend a flower that i really like the freshman said this is how he would draw his hair lol idk man i was trying to understand a physical science question and drew this to illustrate it hand fluffy, blushing heartfern heartfern is not amused my 4th crush. liked him officially for a week or so, but haven't seen him in two years. i still think about something he said to me sometimes though (cont)
#41 Doodle #42 Dang Heartfern be blushin #43 oops accidentally wrote half in code XD I switch between it an English subconsciously sometimes. The first thing is Bluepaw saying "Stop flirting with me" with a mischievous face. then there is an arrow pointing to a blushing heartfern that says "literally isn't but is still embarrassed" #44 heartfern be concerned #45 DINO COPTER. This isn't art, and neither are the next few things but i had to add this. we keep him our Algebra 2 room and normally we aren't aloud to touch him and we don't know why he's there, but my teacher let me get a picture so we could add it as a custom emote in our sophomore group chat in an unnamable thing #46 my first quarter grades uwu #47 i was looking up hockey promposals because i'm a hockey fans and promposals are cute it's so precious. and just. for a hockey fan who knows this feeling, if some one told me this i would literally break down crying. it's the most crazy, amazing, exhilarating feeling. like the whole world doesn't matter because you're only living in that moment. It says "You give me end of the 3rd, power play, tied game, hat trick, full of butterflies kind of feeling." For non hockey fans it's like this. it's the very end of the game and the score is tied. the other team just got a penalty so you currently have one more player than them. The buzzer is just about to send and send you into over time when a player comes in and scores their third goal of the game (hat trick). That kind of crazy. The song is Jealous by Labrinth I heard the Pepper sing it on the Masked Singer and I was literally brought to tears. Her voice is stunning and i connected so much with the lyrics and message of the song.
