[ pls read all the way down <3 ] hi so uh important thing .! ive been thinking about this for a while,, and ive finally made a decision !! [ haha overthinking go brr ] im moving accounts !!! its probably not what you all expected ahah,, but after a while of consideration, ive finally decided. this account has so many happy memories,, and im so thankful for everyone who supported me along the way <3 but, there has also been some negatives that have popped up recently. i used to be excited to make new projects, but now its more of an "okay, lets start a project hope that i wont give up within 5 minutes" kind of thing :') recently, making projects has given me extra pressure because i feel like ive set this aesthetic that i have to stick with and sometimes it takes too much energy. (i think its part of the reason i get demotivated so fast) im also not happy with the content i make anymore,, quality / effort / appearance wise ? like ill make a project, and itll kinda feel empty in a way. i used to be so proud of my projects haha :") also im a perfectionist which doesnt help anything- im really sorry if i sound like im complaining. i just miss the old days of scratch when i found joy in creating projects, and not stress/frustration. there were more reasons, but i cant really put them into words. it feels like ive been falling ? almost ?? the more followers i get, the harder it is to open up scratch every day. i fear that ill slip up and then everybody will hate me </3 again,, thank you sososososo much for all of the love ive received in the last few months <3 but, i feel like this move will be better for my mental health. you can find me at @mochhabee :] [ the dmc results will still be coming out,, however they might take a bit longer then expected ! sorry abt that </3 ]
