hihi so i think i should be on a hiatus maybe starting on sunday? i might be on hiatus until new year bc like new year new me yay....... i may end it early tho since lettuce (@papers-) is doing it, i thought it was a good idea for me to do it also because i really feel like i need to get my life back together i'll still like to talk to people sometimes on here but i'll just check in on here once a day i dont want to get too in depth for this but one of the reasons i want to do a hiatus is like my brother has been in a really bad mental state since covid and stuff so his mental health is affecting my parents mental health so my parents have been feeling like crap the past few months it was like the first time in forever yesterday since i saw my parents crying so its also affecting me :(( another reason is that i only come on here to talk to one specific person bc i cant talk to them anywhere else (iykyk lenny fac) but if im not doing that im commenting on my profile about myself which i don't like when i do that bc i'm supposed to socialize on here but i just sit there all day expecting someone to respond like a dumb person (pls no offense at all to anyone who comments on their own profile pls its just me im talking abt) anyways school is really stressfull like i have straight a's so far and the quarter ends next week so im trying to keep it that way to make my parents proud please dont be surprised if i change in general bc it happens :)) im sorry that this project was all about me (like i don't talk abt myself enough huhuhuuhu) but i hope you guys have a great rest of your day/night and ilysm <33 if ur interested im a little more active on cord; beb#6683 and pinterstte kind of (bella_jaz) anyways gn its 12:40 rn oops ill proofread this tmrw or later idek wth bye
