So... I should probably tell yall this... I'm losing it. If you read my 'entries' on my last rant before resetting my acc... I uhm... played a game called Ice Station Z(ISZ) and developed a split, more like a mood... where if I switch to it, I don't care about the consequences or... who I might hurt, but after I slept a bit, he went to sleep for a good bit too... but I think I'm beginning to become JUST him, and sooner or later if I don't get this fixed... I'm not going to be me anymore. I'll just be that monster. Just... that... He finds joy in others' pain, I'm starting to get that trait. He massacres servers at a time, for fun... trying to [angry] off whoever he could. This has been going on for a bit, but now it's too much to ignore. It's beginning to hurt again. I shouldn't dump this on yall. But... I'm trying to prepare you for what I might become.
